I want to start anew. I want to give my heart a voice at times. I want to share Ideas. I want my dreams to awaken. I want to hear from you, my friends. I will give you an opening to my thoughts and soul's desires. Yes it's all about me... and you.
Music and my journey with my physical limitations.... hmmm a little hard to stomach today. I just began to get my "chops" back and then a had a relapse with Behcet's disease. I am swollen, my joints ache, I want to sleep and just stay home, I am depressed and just all around angry! Ok yes, I know I can overcome this as there were many other healings throughout my life and times but I had to go though things for one reason or another.
I am on drugs tramodol and fenegren now... hopefully none later! I am ready to just stop and pour my drugs out by faith. I can't yet. I need not be in pain all day. I have people depending on me. I want to be dependable but how when I can't hold a solid train of thought. Grrrrr angry!!!!
what do I do besides complain..............................................................................................
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